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His WarYou look at my arms and ask me why
You thought I was better
You thought I was alright
But as I trace
Those fine, red lines
I whisper so softly
It's almost a sigh
"No, no
I'm perfectly fine

"But in his sorrow he is caught
He has tear stains in his eyes
From the wars he fought
He lets out a terrible cry
For the things he's sought
So how can I be happy
When he is not?"
Why.Why am I the only one in pain ?
Why do I always get the blame ?
I know I do everything wrong,
But i’m trying my hardest to stay strong.
Why can’t these feelings just go away ?
It keeps haunting me day by day.
Esas madrugadas llenas de pensEsas madrugadas llenas de pensamientos rodeando mi cabeza como enredaderas unidas unas con otras, donde pienso real y no emocional, donde tu me cegaste y me tiraste a mi suerte, donde ahora me levanto solo, donde ahora tu te encuentras en el cielo, pero pronto caerás, recuerda las nubes no son de hierro.
Will you...Will you?

Will you love me,
Always?
Even when I'm anger,
Or sad.

Will you listen,
When I want to rant?
Talk,
To fill the silence.

Will you hug me,
When I need one?
Kiss me,
When I want you to.

Will you be my friend?
My Love?
My Heart?
And my other half?

Will you care for me,
When I'm sick.
Hold me,
When I'm upset.

Everyone needs that special someone, if you don't have one then don't worry. They're out there somewhere.
No se como pueden damas desperNo se como pueden damas desperdiciar a un hombre que viste de galas, escribe en sus días adversos pero hace el amor como si no hubiera universo.
BattlefieldOnce again i've returned to the one place I hate the most,

Where nothing but screams & blood are present.

The sky lays above my head pitch black,

Nothing peaceful here, only deadly content.

Dried blood rests across my face,

My wounds throughout my body remain unhealed.

I hate being in this place,

Where my demons, are revealed.

Even though i'm tired,

And my heart feels as if it's going to give up on me soon.

I must keep fighting this battle,

I'm not sure of what else to do.

As the underdog that I am,

I will continue to play this game and somewhat stay strong.

It's hard to stay positive here,

This is the one place I know I don't
That person.Looking for someone who cares,
Waiting until that person appears.
So i’m sitting here, waiting.
Thinking off you,
I wish my dreams would come true.
Maybe you’re that person,
The one who will care.
But probably not,
Because if you where, you would be here, with me.
And then I wouldn’t have to miss you.
But know I do..
So i’m sitting here, waiting.
Waiting until that person appears,
The one who cares.
UnnoticedUnnoticed
 
It seems like I’ve become see threw
Like I’m just not there
Except for when I’m in trouble
I can’t seem to find how that’s fair
 
Maybe it’s cause I’m the middle child
Or that I don’t have a special skill
Maybe I don’t cause enough problems
Will she notice me if I were to kill?
 
Whatever the case may be
I seem to always be out shined
By a sister who loves and cares
And a brother who’s dumb and blind
 
Mother just doesn’t see me
I feel like I’ve been tossed away
A machine with not heart
Only able to obey
 
I’ve become a drone
Not actually a part
Of this perfect little family
Silly drone you’re not so smart
 
For thinking she would notice you
For thinking she would care
For a screw up like you
Love you? She wouldn’t dare
 
No she doesn’t love you
She only loves her boy
You’re just here to do the chores
Just her cleaning little toy
They destroyed the moonThey destroyed the moon

The moon used to be my Novocaine.
It brought the tide to cover up my pain.
I'd wait for it to come.
When the tide came I was numb,
It'd wash over me,
And I'd feel free,
But in reality,
The pain was still inside of me.
It was never gone, just hidden from view,
Like cosmetics to a bruise, hiding the black and blue,
The truth is that my tide,
Was a place for me to hide,
The pain was still there every day,
I've never actually been okay,
And now I wait again for the tide to come,
For my chance to be completely numb.
But the moon is destroyed,
My membership is void,
I'm exposed,
There's nowhere to repose,
The tide is gone.
CaptivityCaptivity

I sit there alone in darkness. No one comes to rescue me. Why would they? Were locked up in Captivity. The Devil fills our minds with Sadness. We can never escape Captivity. Everyone walks by. They stop and stare  and we are angered. Because they're free and were not. It begins to unleash that feeling that cages inside us. I took the knife and ran it across my soft skin. I bleed and bleed with a smile on my face. "Im finally free im sorry guys goodbye".
Red EyeDon't go through the dust storm unless you want to catch
red eye
Don't go to the nice eccentric people unless you want your
head dyed
Don't go to the pink mist unless you are eager to
die
Don't go to 'Delphia unless you want to get caught by
Red Eye.

With the gaze of him you find transfixed
your disposition of him utterly mixed
is he truly up to his ingenious tricks?
or is it obvious he is truly sick?

to the clouds above lay what was a town
red like him as is his disciples all around
to mine and coal to his bidding to lose what is not found
but nevertheless they are eager and honorbound

But there are some
who doubt my insight
but of those
Random poemLong ago there was place very far away
the place was ruled by a evil queen who was only age fourteen
she held deep respect for her servant and her tool
and was blinded by the peasants cries for  food
Josephine was her horse's name
and the land of the riches is what she claimed
The servant went into a neighboring town and fell for a girl
her eyes shone like a green pearl
telling his queen, she whispers so no one can hear
"Make sure she doesn't interfere"
Meeting the girl in green in the forest of eve, the servant cries as the girl who once shone like a green pearl...
has now disappeared from the world
the kingdom starts to burn to the ground a
figureI'm trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong. Because I've learned- if something is wrong- fix it. Don't pity yourself, don't complain to others. But honestly it's so fucking hard when I have no idea what I'm doing wrong. I'm so fucking stressed by all the people around me, no one ever listens when I say enough is enough. I just want to dig myself a cave and live there for a good fucking while.
1If I were to speak to you,
Will you notice me?
With those shining glasses of yours
Will you really see?
That I have a void in my soul
And a heart so black
But the smile on your face
Can bring the light back.
Let me ask you, only once,
Do you feel the same?
I think not, because I know
You do not know my name.
It’s quite silly, really,
How I am fond of you,
And how I hope so dearly
That you’re fond of me too.
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Come downHast du es vergessen?
Deinen Tod genau ab zumessen.
Brodelt heiß der Höllensaft.
In Adern fließt Verzweifelungskraft.

Fällst tief hinein in Selbstmitleid.
Längst eingeholt von deiner Selbstlosigkeit.
Entschlossen dich ab zunahten.
Den dreckigen Tod abzuwarten.

Zerstörst Feuer und Eis.
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Lacht mir ins Gesicht.
Ich suche dich.
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Falle abwärts
und komm nicht vorwärts.
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:iconvevir:

Ich stehe im Abseits.
Gegenüber der Haltlosigkeit.
Verwegenheit gibt mir Stärke.
Deine Blicke nimmt sie mir.
Wieder und wieder.
Du saugst mich aus.
Ich, die vertrocknete tote Frucht,
am Boden zertreten, von deiner Liebe.
Nennst du das Liebe?
Ich nannte es Liebe!
Viel mehr doch gleicht es einer Dürre.
Der Grund auf dem wir bauten, rissige unfruchtbare Erde.
Kein Saft, keine Lust,
nur unsere trockene leblose Dürre.

T.j Kitsuné
16.07.2010
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~Darkzero-sdz Jun 4, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ja...so fühlt es sich an.
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~Vevir Jul 5, 2011
:heart:
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~MaX-DooM May 9, 2011
“The love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned.”
William Somerset Maugham
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~Vevir May 20, 2011
Wonderful!
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~HorrorVacui7 Jul 26, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Ist irgendwie wie ein Gewittersturm ... oder eher ein Blizzard.
Kommt mit aller Kraft und Macht ... und ist doch so schnell vorüber.
Ich wünschte, du hättest noch 20 Seiten mehr geschrieben ...

Echt wahnsinn ... oder einfach: OHNE Worte
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~Vevir Jul 26, 2010
Wow, vielen lieben Dank mein Schatz!
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~FoolEcho Jul 17, 2010
:reading: :work: ... I don't know what to say ("well, say nothing, stupid guy" :sarcasm: ) . I think that nobody knows what love is (especially me :paranoid: ). People fall in love a little bit so easily (?), then comes the time of deception. :shrug: :heartbreaker:

... but I don't know if I translated your text then understood. :meditation:
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~Vevir Jul 17, 2010
I guess you understand the message my friend.
And you're right, love is a dangerous thing!
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~FoolEcho Jul 18, 2010
I don't know. I talk about unknown things. It's just what I believe. :shrug:

:blahblah::blahblah::blahblah:

For me, love would be like friendship... With few words: a kind of mind union (not necessary to be agree about all, of course) who brings peace and comfort ... except some differences about intimacy, of course. :blush:

:blahblah::blahblah::blahblah:

I'm exacting with friends (real friends I mean, just an exchange of three words is not sufficient) ... so I should :music: live and let die :music: alone. :paranoid:

:blahblah::blahblah::blahblah:

I must lose this habits to speak (and to write) loud. Nobody aks my opinion. Nobody needs to know my "life".

:blahblah::blahblah::blahblah:

At least, love keep busy people. :sarcasm:
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~ASSKISSER Jul 16, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awesome. I like the feeling in it and I am proud you did something great these times, dear.
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